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Still alive. Roughly.

I've been... having bad thoughts. No, not the dirty kind. I'd welcome the dirty kind.

Anyway. I guess I'm just... stressed and tired but I can't sleep yet. I've got more stuff to do. There's a socratic seminar tomorrow, and I asked the teacher about the paper, but it came out wrong and I just felt stupid. I feel lost a lot.

Maybe I should see the shrink again.

Maybe if I wasn't such a perfectionist, this wouldn't be so painful.