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Oct. 12th, 2009 07:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
chassitStill alive. Roughly.
I've been... having bad thoughts. No, not the dirty kind. I'd welcome the dirty kind.
Anyway. I guess I'm just... stressed and tired but I can't sleep yet. I've got more stuff to do. There's a socratic seminar tomorrow, and I asked the teacher about the paper, but it came out wrong and I just felt stupid. I feel lost a lot.
Maybe I should see the shrink again.
Maybe if I wasn't such a perfectionist, this wouldn't be so painful.
I've been... having bad thoughts. No, not the dirty kind. I'd welcome the dirty kind.
Anyway. I guess I'm just... stressed and tired but I can't sleep yet. I've got more stuff to do. There's a socratic seminar tomorrow, and I asked the teacher about the paper, but it came out wrong and I just felt stupid. I feel lost a lot.
Maybe I should see the shrink again.
Maybe if I wasn't such a perfectionist, this wouldn't be so painful.