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I kind of want to just curl into a ball and twitch right now.

Lessee.

I have been off my anti-depressants for several days. I've been not sleeping well. I've been stressed over school.

Today I ended up getting stressed and upset in first hour. Thankfully, it was only Study Hall, so. I cried on the teacher and ended up raising my voice to one of the kids. I apologized right after, and I still feel bad.

I went home early, and went back to bed. I had a fucked up nightmare that made me twitchy even when I was awake, because it felt really real, and it was scary, and - yeah. I woke up because my Grandma called me up, to say that she had food for me - and so I got it, and it had all this stuff I hated on it, but I removed almost all of it. But now my tummy hurts.

To top it off, the dog threw up several times after eating some treats I gave him.

So yeah. TODAY IS CRAP DAY. HOORAY.

I'm probably more upset over this than I should be. But dammit, it's probably withdrawal and my period and bad sleep.

Things wot Mel must do tomorrow:

1: Take pills.
2: Brush teeth.
3: Read.
4: Try to figure out what the fuck happened to my Apps, because there is no fucking reason why I lost most of my paid apps.