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Jun. 5th, 2009 02:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
chassitI want out of this town.
I've got a gypsy soul and I just can't stay in one place. I know pretty much everywhere in this town, and I love Monroe deeply and with all my heart but I need to be out. Whenever I want to go to downtown Monroe to just walk around and think and see stories walk in front of me, I hear my grandmother going on about how there's nothing in Downtown Monroe, how it's just dead, how there's nothing there for me and she just won't understand.
I want out of this town - not forever, but I need to just go. But how can I? I have no car, there are no buses within bike-riding distance, I have no cash. Where would I go? I have no idea.
Maybe this is why I've been so drawn to quests. So that I might escape through the characters.
I'm trapped here, and I know it, and I can feel myself suffocating.
I've got a gypsy soul and I just can't stay in one place. I know pretty much everywhere in this town, and I love Monroe deeply and with all my heart but I need to be out. Whenever I want to go to downtown Monroe to just walk around and think and see stories walk in front of me, I hear my grandmother going on about how there's nothing in Downtown Monroe, how it's just dead, how there's nothing there for me and she just won't understand.
I want out of this town - not forever, but I need to just go. But how can I? I have no car, there are no buses within bike-riding distance, I have no cash. Where would I go? I have no idea.
Maybe this is why I've been so drawn to quests. So that I might escape through the characters.
I'm trapped here, and I know it, and I can feel myself suffocating.