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School is so close to being done. I just... need to ride through this burnout. Because I'm definetly having one right now. And no, it's not senioritis - I've had burnouts before. This is a burnout.

Ended up giving up robotics engineering. Part of the reason was because... to be honest, I felt really awkward in the class, and the math aspect was really difficult. To make matters worse, apart from the teacher, I was literally the only girl, and while I'm okay around guys, I kept feeling like if I asked a question, I'd hear them thinking "Oh, she's just a stupid girl, why's she even in here."

I keep getting asked about college from one of my teachers. The thing is I don't want to go to college just yet. I'd like a year to take a break. I'd like to think I'd earned it.

I'm gonna head to bed now. Need sleep.