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High school is really tiring me out. The homework is just swamping me. I'm just... really paranoid and twitchy and I kind of hid in a bathroom at one point, something they said my Dad used to do, and a lot of me is scared of... of just ending up where I don't ever leave the house.

I just keep thinking - this too will pass. This too will pass.

But how long will that take?

I wanna graduate. So much. So badly. I wanna get good grades. But I just feel like I'm being dragged down.

Ennui, hello.